损人利己: harming others for one's personal benefit (idiom); personal gain to the detriment of others...
风采: svelte, elegant manner, graceful bearing...
学艺: to learn a skill or art...
起初: originally, at first, at the outset...
地: earth, ground, field, place, land...
夜: night...
检讨: to examine or inspect, self-criticism, review...
消: to disappear, to vanish, to eliminate, to spend (time), have to, need...
犹豫不决: hesitancy, indecision, to waver...
值得: to be worth, to deserve...
